hey everyone. im 15 years old and i just started this site because someone i know found my other one and called my parents again.  i was diagnosed with anorexia last year on June 19...3 days before we left for the beach.  i was 5'1 and weighed 120 ibs but in 1 month i was down to 99. i was happy with myself and didnt think that there was anything wrong with me until my mom decided there was.  I went to a phycologist and he diagnosed me with anorexia.  My mom thought i was better for awhile because i started eating but really i had just learned that throwing up was easier.  I know that sounds bad but i would rather do that then make my parents worry about me all the time.  In January my mom ended up finding out and i went back and was diagnosed with bulimia.  I am still really struggling with it today

and even though i know it is bad for me to do there is a sort of happiness there when i realize that i have lost weight. the way i see it, it is the best way but that is probably in my eyes. i have goals and this is them:

current weight: 117

first goal weight: 110   (June 25)

second goal weight: 105 (July 15)

third goal weight: 100 ( August 25)

My weight seems to flunctuate quite often even when i fast because i am so used to binging and purging.  Hopefully this site will help me to stay motivated so thanks for the comments and give me advice if possible!